Day forty one

Today I started off feeling quite well. I woke up around 4:30 and got up an hour later. Then as the day went on I felt like I had been kicked severely. I’ve never been kicked, but I’m guessing this is how it feels.

Just when I feel like maybe I’m getting better it goes back to the start.

For all the visits to the doctor and hospital I have been given no treatment for the abdominal pain. But the prostate pain is bad as well.

I have been out doing things, because I still can’t get used to the idea that I’m not helping myself unless I stay and rest.

This blog for the past 41 days is supposed to be writing about how I feel with all these problems and I don’t want to get repetitive.

So I will look at how I feel about my future. I remember when I was applying for the Nazarene ministry and I used Paul’s comment about “Woe is me if I do not preach the gospel”. At the times when I feel like I do today I can’t imagine preaching again. So I’ll look at this again tomorrow as it’s Sunday again tomorrow.